Wednesday, October 8, 2008

fuuuuck

do i need to move to la?

production jobs are few and far between up here, and it would be much easier to get that kind of work down south. but... then i'd have to live in la. and i don't like la.

i have thought about trying to take a 3 month gig down there and seeing how i like it. that might be the way to go if/when i get laid off and if/when this other job doesn't come through.

i am able to ignore the internal debate about sf vs. la until someone else, in this case another coworker, tells someone that for what i want to do, i should really be in la. and i know it's the truth. but i don't want to be there.

like i said. fuuuuuuuuck.

3 comments:

j.sterling said...

you don't even know that you won't like it.... you haven't lived there. you might love it. you might really enjoy it. or you might hate it- but you know what, for what you want to do in this industry, it is WHERE you need to be. you know it's true. you're young and it's the perfect time to move there and go for it! if you hate it so much you can't stand it, you leave and move back up here. come on o- live a little!

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Anonymous said...

I only deleted that previous post because I'm not marnfe. Sorry marnfe. What the post said before I deleted it was that I would be sad if you left, but goodness knows you're probably right about the job thing. The deleted post was funnier, but I can't remember what it said because my short-term memory is no longer functional.